The last day of term today. The anger of last night has subsided, only to be replaced my anger at my Aunt who sent a tawdry little hate filled note to me. If ever I doubted my decision to divorce myself from my family, then it was extremely kind of her to remind my of my reasons. For the umpteenth time this year I found myself wallowing in a pit of resentment. I soon managed to snap out of it, but I am now 100% certain that I will never again be dragged back in by anything she says or does. Enclosed was £5 for cat food. I have given it to charity, I couldn't bear to spend it. I other news, the girls are all home for the holidays, and both looked exhausted. I think we are all in need of the next couple of weeks. I am still going to have to get through a good deal of work, but the lack of pressure in terms of the regular sessions will give me enough of a break. We spent the evening watching a couple of trashy but funny films, and went off to bed looking forward to a lie in.
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