Feeling a little rough at the moment with a bug of some sort or other, and generally flat all round. I am finding it hard to become motivated at the moment, and just want to curl up in a duvet. This trait frustrates me in others, but when it happens to me I just become furious at myself. On the plus side, it has not yet affected output, and as we move into the autumn, I am at least feeling in control of all the writing etc I have also set up my website with the ability to sell my writing, so I hope that this will bear some fruit over the next year or so. I wonder if my mood is as a result of shutting myself off from people too much. When I get into my work, I feel the need to lock myself away, choosing only to communicate via Social media, which if I am being entirely honest can never be a healthy option. Obviously, through the day to day sessions I meet people, and from directing plays as well...but it has been a while since I was able to go out and be me. In fact the last time was probably in the summer whilst with old friends. I am going to try to write a little more often, and perhaps go back to every day. It does seem to help me clear my thoughts and get some things into perspective.
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